Singapurapura

The feeling that you get,
Singing the national anthem,
Together with thousands of others,
While wearing the national jersey,
Holding your flag up high & proud,
Nothing, can beat that... Auumm!

Oh, yes? You over there... Singapurapura?
Now that's funny... Goodnight Malaysia!

Happy Birthday, One & Only

Happy birthday to you, my dear...
Today i have told you the truth,
Now everything's crystal clear...
About her, about mom...
About the things that could never become...
I never meant to hurt you, that i swear...
Its when the situation have changed,
There's another person for me to care...
She will never be you, irreplaceable being...
But now our story ends, its her songs i must sing...

I will always care for you...
Always have & always will...

Easy

Its easy enough to fall in love,
Too painful to let go...
Its very hard to find good friends,
Too easy to lose one...

And that is how this story of mine ends...
Easy...

Malam Yang Disoal

Malam ni aku kembali bertanyakan soalan,
Kenapa aku "yek"?
Malam ni aku persoalkan keputusan ibu,
Kenapa dia dan bukan dia?
Malam ni aku geram dengan aku,
Kenapa lepaskan?
Malam ni aku menyesal dengan jalan ni,
Kenapa hati tetap tak tenang...

Malam ni aku nak sedih, biarlah...

Just a Man

I can live with the fact that i am the only child,
No brothers, no sisters to share the joy of growing up...
I can deal with the fact that my father was never here,
To teach me how to be a man, to be my hero, my idol...
I can even swallow the pain of having to let go of the only person,
Who can accept me for who i am, and the person that i am not...
I can hardly stand when my mom's eyes staring at me with disappointment,
But even that pain i have managed to get used to by now...

I can go through life, having all the decisions in the past haunting,
No point of weeping, for the things that have been said and done...
I can lie to myself, just for a moment, just to hold these tears from falling,
I've made myself believe that real men don't cry...
I can take all the rejections, not as well as i wish i could,
I know God has better plans ahead, as dark & cloudy as they may be...
So you see, i can take a hit, for i've taken so many hits before,
But even so, all the blood that has been shed, im still just, a mortal man...