Thursday, July 21, 2011

Easy

Its easy enough to fall in love,
Too painful to let go...
Its very hard to find good friends,
Too easy to lose one...

And that is how this story of mine ends...
Easy...

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Malam Yang Disoal

Malam ni aku kembali bertanyakan soalan,
Kenapa aku "yek"?
Malam ni aku persoalkan keputusan ibu,
Kenapa dia dan bukan dia?
Malam ni aku geram dengan aku,
Kenapa lepaskan?
Malam ni aku menyesal dengan jalan ni,
Kenapa hati tetap tak tenang...

Malam ni aku nak sedih, biarlah...

Sunday, July 17, 2011

Just a Man

I can live with the fact that i am the only child,
No brothers, no sisters to share the joy of growing up...
I can deal with the fact that my father was never here,
To teach me how to be a man, to be my hero, my idol...
I can even swallow the pain of having to let go of the only person,
Who can accept me for who i am, and the person that i am not...
I can hardly stand when my mom's eyes staring at me with disappointment,
But even that pain i have managed to get used to by now...

I can go through life, having all the decisions in the past haunting,
No point of weeping, for the things that have been said and done...
I can lie to myself, just for a moment, just to hold these tears from falling,
I've made myself believe that real men don't cry...
I can take all the rejections, not as well as i wish i could,
I know God has better plans ahead, as dark & cloudy as they may be...
So you see, i can take a hit, for i've taken so many hits before,
But even so, all the blood that has been shed, im still just, a mortal man...