Big Boy

*It aint over till the Big Boy starts rappin...*

-imagine a beat that suits your imagination.... Yo, yo~

I think its normal, for a person to be sad,

When bad things happen, when he's upset...

It is natural for a person to weep, to cry,

For the pain is there as time passes by...

Understand this, i am upset, i am depressed,

But i'll learn to grow from this motherfuckin test...

You who can't read what lies within,

Don't you dare judge what cannot be seen...

I have nothing to gain, nothing to lose,

It is my path, its not for you to choose...

I still have hopes, no it wasn't given by you,

I'll learn to live with it, knowing that it will never come true...

Love's a bitch, especially when it comes to this,

But even so, this memory will be my everlasting bliss...

You've given the answer, i wasn't expecting the other,

I've done my part, and that is all i have to offer...

(Chorus)

Im a Big Boy, and this is just a phase... I'll survive~ 

I will survive~~  yeah yeah~~

Blindfold

God, the one, the truth...
Its been a while, since we last spoke...
Today again i am helpless...
Again i am bound to this fate...
Has it come to a point...
That i don't need the ability to see...
The gift of sight, but in a cruel way...

Next time i'll remember to use a blindfold...
Hope that'll help...

June in Hell

June in Hell... The Month of Torture...
This month bonds between family members were put to the test..
This month a 6 years relationship was ended...
This month got rejected in many things...
This month battled nicotine addiction for almost 2 weeks...
This month, an old memory paid me a visit, and same thing happened... rejected...

I've never had anything against a month before,
so June 2011, you're my lucky number one...

Master of Po-pets

By the end of the day, grieving along the way,

Po's my source of self-depression,
Veins that pump with tears, sucking life so clear,

Po was my only friend, my companion... 

Feel me you will see,

Love, is not what you need,

Figuring a way to, how to let you go...

Start crying harder!

I am the master!

My life grows weaker!

I am Po's master! Master! 

If I Go Crazy

If i go crazy,
Would you still call me Superman?
If I said i wouldn't mind,
would you be there holding my hand?
I'll keep you by my side,
Even if i see you walk towards another man...
There is no cage to find,
To squeeze this inside as hard as i can...
If only i knew, it would be this kind,
I would've chosen the other plan...

"3 Doors Down... Im Down... So shawty got low low low..."