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Superman.. I am not...
Very human indeed...
Today starts with a dot...
For now, i'll have my sleep...

Typical Malay

Here are my thoughts, words from the Beginners,
I've seen how my people work nowadays,
Many great minds, very few executioners,
You've made it true, what others say, Typical Malay...

One Step Closer

Alhamdulillah, my one true God so Merciful,
Has given me many, knowing how ungrateful i can be,
You took away some, your ways have been beautiful,
Knowing you're always here, a true friend within me...

Thank you mother for your thoughtful blessings,
When many of us have many times failed to see,
Purpose of your doing, then i taste the joy it brings,
Somehow by the end of it all, i can just let it be...

My sweetest companion, you've never gave up,
I've been unfaithful to you, still u stood by the unworthy,
I will be the best Muslim i can be,
so when we're in heaven i can look you up,
I cant wait the day we'll have our own family tree...

Tonight, We Dine, In Hell...

Tonight its Me, Her & Dr.Zainab..
Scary indeed, After 7 years of endless war,
I must go with my Spartan Mode activated,
This is SPARTA!!!

Well, jokes aside...

Ya Allah permudahkan untuk kami berdua,
Niat hati untuk mencegah dosa menambah pahala,
Bukan sebab cinta menggedik atau suka-suka,
Tapi hidup x halal nak sampai ke mana... Amin~

Got Work To Do...

I cant go out & chill like you bro,

Got work to do...

I cant go hang out with you no more,

Got work to do...

I cant go holiday that often like we used to,

Got work to do...

I cant do much until i get what i hope for,

So first, i got work to do...

If Its Meant to Be

Now that things seems to be,
A little bit more certain, not so blurry,

I thank god for being there teaching me,
To be strong when life gets difficult & uneasy,
Even though i've been unfaithful to many,
Glad that its u still waiting under that same old tree,

I have learn to love in a different way, i can see,
To continue life side by side, i want to be free,
From the sinful life of mine...
To a blessed one just you & me... Insyaallah...

Soon To Be Mr & Mrs

Yup, you heard me...

Nothing Much

When a person starts typing,
His mind starts wondering,
Words enter, mouth whispers,
With no lights he surrenders,

"From an empty space, forms an empty face,

For those happy days, left without a trace..."

Gelak Busuk

Semalam bersembang dengan ustaz,
Cerita pasal dunia & di sebalik cermin,
Pusing punya pusing, masuk topik calon,
Ditanya, dah ada calon belum?

Saya jawab, belum sampai jodoh...*gelak busuk*
Ditanya pula mengapa? 

Saya jawab(dalam hati..) Ustaz jgn menyibuk *gelak busuk*

Ustaz pun dgn hebatnya seolah2 boleh baca,
Bagi nasihat ayat gempak berpuitis bagai,
"Lebih baik pilih yang sudah sayang kan kamu...
dan kalau hati kamu masih mentah untuk memberikan

yang sama, biarlah diberi selepas dah kahwin nnt.."

Aku pun... *gelak busuk*
(Aku kena tepek! aaaaah~~)

Old Friends

Old friends, old friends...
Ingat zaman di sekolah rendah,
Budak rambut durian,
Budak buku math slalu hilang,
Budak yg ada track racing tamiya,

Aku lompat masuk darjah 5,
Terpisah dgn kawan lama...
Ada budak yg pandai lukis komik,
Kau slalu dpt baca komik Dragon Ball seminggu awal,
Sbb ko langgan...aku duduk kat depan penuh ego...

Ingat zaman menengah rendah,
Aku masuk sekolah intergrasi agama,
So terpisah la dgn kawan lama...
Skolah ni byk ustaz, dgn teknik hukuman berbeza...
Ada yg cubitan micro combo dgn tarikan sideburn,
tu mmg sakit...

Lepas tu pindah masuk sekolah menengah tinggi,
Maka terpisah lagi kawan lama...
Kat sekolah ni kawan2 ku agak sempoi,
X kecoh, x famous, just nice... Rileks..
My best friend sampai skrg jumpa kat sini...
And my first gf pun jumpa di sini... Lalala..
So then habis belajar aku masuk la dunia baru...

DUNIA ARCHI... Jeng Jeng!!
I've studied for 4years, x habis belajar pun...
The best 3 years of my life was in Perak...
I've met amazing people, dari segala pelusuk dunia Malaya,
Dari KL, dari Bangsar/PJ/KL(whatever), dari Sabahbababa,
Dari SubangJ, Dari Hometown sendiri pun ada...
Some dipanggil rakan, some dipanggil kenalan,
some dipanggil junior, some seniors, some oh aku pernah nampak.
Aku sumpah rindu giler PERAK!! Fuuuk!!

*emotional jap...pause*

Penutup, skrg bagi aku dah habis zaman sekolah..OFFICIAL!
Dah masuk dunia bekerja, & masing2 dah start jalan masing2..
Yg nak kahwin, yang dah kerja masyuk, yang masih terkial2..
Yg dah start buat bodoh dgn aku, yg sambung belajar,
yg melawat sebulan skali, dan bermcm2 lagi jenis manusia..

All the best, old friends!!!

Change

Need to change the mood upside down...
This blog's layout needs some changing...
Its a big fuckin reminder of the past,
Which is not good, not good...

Sangkar kucing D.I.Y dah almost settle,
After a week bertukang, dgn hujan xnak kalah...
Budget lari, konon nak buat murah2, but u know me..
Esok insyaallah siap, & boleh start kerja mcm biasa..

p/s: ada kesan darah dlm bilik kucing 2 ekor tu,
very suspicious indeed since both cats seems to be ok.

Letih!!

Dalam ramai2 manusia yang aku kenal...
Kenapa weyh!! Kenapa!!!
Dah berbulan2 dah, seksa...
Allah... tolonglah... Letih!!
Biar la malam ni aku tidur tenang...
X perlu masukkan dia dalam kepala,

dah cukup serabut... Aku nak tido!!!!

The Wait

Aku seorang halimunan,
Mata kau x nampak aku...
Mata aku nampak kau...
Dan aku akan pandang...
Sampai kiamat...

Singapurapura

The feeling that you get,
Singing the national anthem,
Together with thousands of others,
While wearing the national jersey,
Holding your flag up high & proud,
Nothing, can beat that... Auumm!

Oh, yes? You over there... Singapurapura?
Now that's funny... Goodnight Malaysia!

Happy Birthday, One & Only

Happy birthday to you, my dear...
Today i have told you the truth,
Now everything's crystal clear...
About her, about mom...
About the things that could never become...
I never meant to hurt you, that i swear...
Its when the situation have changed,
There's another person for me to care...
She will never be you, irreplaceable being...
But now our story ends, its her songs i must sing...

I will always care for you...
Always have & always will...

Easy

Its easy enough to fall in love,
Too painful to let go...
Its very hard to find good friends,
Too easy to lose one...

And that is how this story of mine ends...
Easy...

Malam Yang Disoal

Malam ni aku kembali bertanyakan soalan,
Kenapa aku "yek"?
Malam ni aku persoalkan keputusan ibu,
Kenapa dia dan bukan dia?
Malam ni aku geram dengan aku,
Kenapa lepaskan?
Malam ni aku menyesal dengan jalan ni,
Kenapa hati tetap tak tenang...

Malam ni aku nak sedih, biarlah...

Just a Man

I can live with the fact that i am the only child,
No brothers, no sisters to share the joy of growing up...
I can deal with the fact that my father was never here,
To teach me how to be a man, to be my hero, my idol...
I can even swallow the pain of having to let go of the only person,
Who can accept me for who i am, and the person that i am not...
I can hardly stand when my mom's eyes staring at me with disappointment,
But even that pain i have managed to get used to by now...

I can go through life, having all the decisions in the past haunting,
No point of weeping, for the things that have been said and done...
I can lie to myself, just for a moment, just to hold these tears from falling,
I've made myself believe that real men don't cry...
I can take all the rejections, not as well as i wish i could,
I know God has better plans ahead, as dark & cloudy as they may be...
So you see, i can take a hit, for i've taken so many hits before,
But even so, all the blood that has been shed, im still just, a mortal man...

Pictures From the Past

Tell me my friend, how can we be so near,
Without me letting things be too clear...
Can we freeze time, and also march forward,
Pause shall we, but then life becomes awkward...

Guess i'll remain here where its warm & cold,
A place where your face remains untouched, truth be told...
All i have, to remind me of you, pictures from the past,
The memories will last, i'll bleed for them if i must...

Dust In The Wind

I close my eyes
Only for a moment and the moment's gone
All my dreams
Pass before my eyes with curiosity

Dust in the winds
All they are is dust in the winds...